Like a child

I don't like my naive nature.
Every time I thought I finally gotten over it but I get drawn back in with a reply.
Why?
Am I destined to always be like this.
Dare to do the stupidest things for the people I like.
Know there is no chance yet still don't want to give up.
Hopeless,but the spirit is burning.
拿的起但放不下。
几时我才能长大？

'Good friends'

What are good friends?
Friends to me are something very important, they are the people who will cheer you up when you are down, there are there when you need them most.
They don't make you feel lonely when you are with them.
They accept you for who you are.
It is unbelievable that it is very hard to find a good friend now a days.
People now are more selfish then a decade before.
They care about themselves more.
I cannot say that I am a good friend as this cannot be judged by myself.

Grow up.
Society is like that.
You are already used to loneliness.
Without companions.
What you experienced in your senior year let it just be a sweet dream.
Dreams are meant to fade.
The line between fantasy and reality is thin, never forget about that.
Those people who you gave the tittle good friend really never lived up to your expectation.
When you need them, they were never there for you.
There is no need for you to stick with them.
The sea is big, there is no need to befriend people who will only make you sad.
You need to steel your heart and face these challenges with a smile on your face.
Show them that even if they are not there, you still have a good time.
PLay lol, listen to music or jz go for an unplanned trip.
Just do something that can make yourself feel alive.
Forget about them and focus on yourself for once.